i almost fell in love today, but thought better of it
my soul isn’t quite settled yet
i know that, to partake in someone’s existence is to give of yourself
to be malleable and compassionate
and i’m still in need of mending
it will come from many miles traversed
many nights of quiet solitude during which the future takes turns appearing bleak, then inconceivably inspiring
these experiences will be a balm of the soul
a sign that my resilience has rejoined me
leading me one step closer to the enchanting promise of romance
and a mended spirit
