life doesn’t feel quite real in this moment
it feels fragile and unstable
it feels unsupported and directionless
still, it feels… exciting
in a world of chaos, choosing to chase your desires becomes ever-more important
else you will live in wait of the chance to do the things that make life worth living
it makes the world that much more precious to me
i want to protect it,
preserve it,
ensure that it continues to give life beyond my years
it is all so inspiring
the timing feels right, as well
the last years have been an effort to shed myself of the material,
of these shackles of society
and although it has not been fruitful in all ways,
i have seen my abilities grow,
and my confidence solidify
whenever life becomes dream-like,
i rediscover my ambitions
i can’t explain why, but i am grateful for it
my past grounds me, and my future pulls me forward
and it is the present me
that grapples with the tension
i walk into tomorrow stronger,
enriched by mournful days like this one,
my soul soaring,
unburdened,
into the unknown
